Sob

Today...17.9...
l can guess this time i lose ... my result in this year really worst... drop and keep droping..l am hopeless,useless... no ppl can help me...
l like a girl that clever and alway get good result than me... how come got a girl like me de...
My result so poor and no handsome,clever at all...
l just know eat,drink and play... that all...
How can improve my result... Who can control me don't play my computer,NO anybody...
l very hope my computer gone ... disappear...like that l can try in study..
T_T how come...i really confused ... l wan try get good result but l didn't do anything at all...
How USELESS that l am!!!
Lose and Lost Forever~~~